The future scares me soo much i feel like we go through school and university and work hard all to get a good job and have a comfortable life. Yet nobody knows what that life is going to be like. I feel like our whole lives work towards the future and earning money that we forget to live in the present moment.
It scares me when i think that i have no idea where i will be in 10 years and what i will be doing. I am also scared that i won’t fulfil any of my dreams and lifelong ambitions. Nobody really knows what their doing in this life most people just pretend that they know. I’m just scared of not being a carefree kid anymore and having to grow up with responsibilities and not being able to dream anymore. Thank goodness i’m still just a messed up teen who doesn’t have to become an adult just yet.
I only write when I am falling in love, or falling apart.